here i sit....

here i sit....

Posted by Cookiepatch

13 Feb 2013

hi everyone, well i made it to my art room and im sitting here feeling like a cross between munch's the scream and a picasso portrait. these tablets, my got i cant focus and am all jittery. my partner didnt harass me last night and i bottled out of talking to her about my feelings, made the excuse to myself that it was because she had done a twelve hour shift and was mentaly drained from clients at work. i want to do her a painting for valentines day as i wont be going to the shop lol, dont know why im laughing coz i dont find it funny but i need to keep my sense of humour or i will have lost everything. it will no doubt end up looking like the cats have done it as im shaking so much. wish me luck and thank you all for your support, it means alot to me xxx

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whywhy

13 Feb 2013

Hi Cookie
You will talk to her when the time is right , dont give yourself more pressure
You have to laugh , I take the fun out myself , it helps me to have a sense of humour with this as well

Your painting will be fantastic & she will love it ...see if you can post it on here once you have given it here so we can see it , thats if she doesnt mind
So I am wishing you all the luck there is (but dont think you will need it )
Let us no how you go on
Love
whywhy
xxx

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Cookiepatch

13 Feb 2013

hi whywhy, i will, ive made a start, gotta wait for background to dry now. got my tunes on and feeling like i will accomplish something today. ive given myself pressure by leaving it this bloody late lol but thats how i roll. always did work well under pressure. ironic realy 10 yrs looking after other peoples health and ive come to this xxx

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sandra99b

13 Feb 2013

don't put too much pressure on yourself, just relax and enjoy doing it.
if you don't finish in time how about putting an IOU in a card "a surprise is yet to come!" - I'd like it.

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